Monday, January 29, 2007 | 5:42 AM
Opposite of Sad is Happy
Jaz felt really sad to hear a Taiwan artiste's accident death.
:(((
She's 27 or 28, around Jaz's age.
Jaz thought it'll be devastating for her family & friends.
Weirdly, Jaz somehow feels the unbearable, agitated emotions of such a loss.
Xu Wei Lun is juz so young...
Life's short, you never know what's going to happen. Sigh.
*Shrugs*
Anyway, Jaz juz finished planning her itinerary.
And now she's all set for the trip!!!
She shouts out loud at Jaz-Nove:
Taiwan Taiwan, Here we come!
\(^o^)/~
v(^-*)v
[Number of hits at tis point: 386]
:(((
She's 27 or 28, around Jaz's age.
Jaz thought it'll be devastating for her family & friends.
Weirdly, Jaz somehow feels the unbearable, agitated emotions of such a loss.
Xu Wei Lun is juz so young...
Life's short, you never know what's going to happen. Sigh.
*Shrugs*
Anyway, Jaz juz finished planning her itinerary.
And now she's all set for the trip!!!
She shouts out loud at Jaz-Nove:
Taiwan Taiwan, Here we come!
\(^o^)/~
v(^-*)v
[Number of hits at tis point: 386]
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Friday, January 26, 2007 | 6:21 PM
Reviewing Twenty
Okay, let's see how much Jaz has done the past few days:
ONE Her PC is not making any sound. She'll have to fix it before she can convert the TWO 表姐's videos and her THREE dad's mp3 recordings to discs. She also have to FOUR setup wireless broadband connection at block 123 so Dad and sisters can use internet anywhere in the house. But before that, the FIVE old PC will have to get a Ethernet card so as to support the wireless modem. Jaz will have to make SIX a trip down Sim Lim to get Ethernet card. She too have to get SEVEN ram for the old laptop & EIGHT reinstall windows XP on it, so her cousin can use it. It's her mom's promise to him. [Jaz found the ram but it was too expensive, $110 for one, & the laptop needs two! So no laptop for Weihao!] She will have to NINE fix up the old PC back at home, else her mom is going to nag at her as the Chinese New Year is coming. Not to mention, she has to TEN renew her bankbook, ELEVEN luggage to pack, TWELVE a 4 days trip to plan, THIRTEEN birthday presents to find and FOURTEEN chalet to attend.
But most importantly is FIFTEEN the spring cleaning, that on-going now. She kept lotsa stuffs past years so there's lots to clear up & throw away.
And that's not all.
Tonight she and her mom are SIXTEEN going to Queenstown library to work till dawn.
SEVENTEEN Celebrating Mom's birthday celebration tomorrow night. EIGHTEEN Attending and photographer for Annalisa's birthday party on Saturday. NINETEEN Kelvin's Mom's birthday dinner on Sunday, abandoning Justin's wedding dinner. [She din meet up for any dinner :/]
Last but not least,
TWENTY Some good sleep, drools over Jensen Ackles in Supernatural and
Smile :)
[She juz watched 4 episodes of Supernatural last night! Ahahaha... ]
Three more days to Taiwan!
This holiday doesn't come easy.
There's juz so much to do :(
[Number of hits at tis point: 380]
But most importantly is FIFTEEN the spring cleaning, that on-going now. She kept lotsa stuffs past years so there's lots to clear up & throw away.
And that's not all.
SEVENTEEN Celebrating Mom's birthday celebration tomorrow night. EIGHTEEN Attending and photographer for Annalisa's birthday party on Saturday. NINETEEN Kelvin's Mom's birthday dinner on Sunday, abandoning Justin's wedding dinner.
Last but not least,
TWENTY Some good sleep,
Smile :)
This holiday doesn't come easy.
There's juz so much to do :(
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Saturday, January 20, 2007 | 3:03 AM
Yesterday
At this point of time, Jaz should say it was yesterday.
But she prefers to say it TODAY, cuz' she haven't sleep yet :P
Jaz's mom decided to celebrate birthday in advance cuz' there's wedding dinner to attend on Sunday. So Jaz + family + relatives had dinner at Crystal Jade at Junction 8.
She forced her dad to buy a bouquet of roses before entering the restaurant.
(Jaz's Mom was already waiting inside)
Asked how much was the half dozen red furry roses - $68.
He asked whether there was other alternatives.
The guy pointed to another bouquet with more little accompanying flowers & said $50.
He asked Jaz for opinion.
Jaz simply said the better one cost more.
He chose the red furry roses.
:D
Heng he chose that! Else Jaz would call him a miser!
Based on the fact he juz struck a windfall + little winnings from stock.
AND that he never gave mom flowers since duno when!!!
How unromantic!
Jaz thinks she saw little joy of tears brimming in her mom's eyes when she received the roses. Hehehe.
And she thought she overheard mom telling 表姐 that he never gave her flowers!
GOSH.
Anyway, Jaz thought the $68 was well spent.
Though expensive, mom was happy :)
Dinner was not bad.
Peking duck, tasty fried wantons(ordered twice!), yummy plain porridge, pepper salted fried toufu, etc, etc.
Ended with nice mango pudding for me, durian pudding for BB.
The durian pudding was not bad!!! Unless you dun like durian.
After dinner, Jaz, mom & 表姐 had some happy shopping at The Body Shop.
Jaz's thankful she applied the Body Shop member card!
She already earned 6 chops! That's some big amount of dollars spent there within 1 week??!!!
表姐 & mom got what they wan at 10% discount.
Jaz got the passion fruit body butter at discounted price of $16.90(usual $28.90)
She wouldn't have get it at the usual price for sure!
Now she has got the whole series of passion fruit stuffs:
Passion fruit bath & shower gel, Passion fruit body scrub, Passion fruit body butter
Weee~!
Next, she'll be aiming for the new scent - Neroli Jasmin stuffs!
:P
To end the day in sweetness,
the cake mom ordered was heart shaped, top-full of strawberries,
in white cream & layered vanilla sponge!!!
A little sinful, nonetheless delicious.
Jaz's skeptical mom asked her before tuning to bed:
"Papa asked you all to help him buy the roses or he bought himself?"
(something close to this, Jaz can't recall)
"We asked him buy wan lah!"
Sorry mom & dad.
The truth has to be told :P
Before Jaz ends this post, some drama occurred!
For 10 minutes, she thought her Sony H1 was spoilt!!!
The camera couldn't start up! It switched off the moment it started!
The zooming len couldn't retract!
:O
Jaz kept her cool.
Had a short chat with her BB over the phone.
Tried the camera again.
Took out the existing batteries.
Tried old batteries.
And good old H1 is back!
PHEW!
SO...
It's the sony rechargeable batteries problem.
But Jaz's not too sure about that. She's recharging them now.
If tomorrow they doesn't work, that means...
Time to get NEW rechargeable batts!
*jing jing jing*
\(^o^)/~
Yeahhhhh...
v(^-^)v
*victory sign*
She recently saw this new brand of rechargeable batts you see.
Hiak hiak hiak...
But... ouch. Spending money again heh.
She's been spending quite a lot of dollars this month.
Not to mention her upcoming taiwan trip, which will consist of her sister's + her fren's birthday presents + some local goodies for family, relatives & frens.
(-_-)"
Sigh
Is S$600 for two enough to last for 4 days?
(yes, inclusive of meals + train transport)
*shrugs*
That aside, there has been no progress with her postcards sorting today!
Which means no progress in spring cleaning!!!
:(
A'rite!
Jaz's going to do some sorting now before hitting the bed!
[number of hits at tis point: 364]
But she prefers to say it TODAY, cuz' she haven't sleep yet :P
Jaz's mom decided to celebrate birthday in advance cuz' there's wedding dinner to attend on Sunday. So Jaz + family + relatives had dinner at Crystal Jade at Junction 8.
She forced her dad to buy a bouquet of roses before entering the restaurant.
(Jaz's Mom was already waiting inside)
Asked how much was the half dozen red furry roses - $68.
He asked whether there was other alternatives.
The guy pointed to another bouquet with more little accompanying flowers & said $50.
He asked Jaz for opinion.
Jaz simply said the better one cost more.
He chose the red furry roses.
:D
Heng he chose that! Else Jaz would call him a miser!
Based on the fact he juz struck a windfall + little winnings from stock.
AND that he never gave mom flowers since duno when!!!
How unromantic!
Jaz thinks she saw little joy of tears brimming in her mom's eyes when she received the roses. Hehehe.
And she thought she overheard mom telling 表姐 that he never gave her flowers!
GOSH.
Anyway, Jaz thought the $68 was well spent.
Though expensive, mom was happy :)
Dinner was not bad.
Peking duck, tasty fried wantons(ordered twice!), yummy plain porridge, pepper salted fried toufu, etc, etc.
Ended with nice mango pudding for me, durian pudding for BB.
The durian pudding was not bad!!! Unless you dun like durian.
After dinner, Jaz, mom & 表姐 had some happy shopping at The Body Shop.
Jaz's thankful she applied the Body Shop member card!
She already earned 6 chops! That's some big amount of dollars spent there within 1 week??!!!
表姐 & mom got what they wan at 10% discount.
Jaz got the passion fruit body butter at discounted price of $16.90(usual $28.90)
She wouldn't have get it at the usual price for sure!
Now she has got the whole series of passion fruit stuffs:
Passion fruit bath & shower gel, Passion fruit body scrub, Passion fruit body butter
Weee~!
Next, she'll be aiming for the new scent - Neroli Jasmin stuffs!
:P
To end the day in sweetness,
the cake mom ordered was heart shaped, top-full of strawberries,
in white cream & layered vanilla sponge!!!
A little sinful, nonetheless delicious.
Jaz's skeptical mom asked her before tuning to bed:
"Papa asked you all to help him buy the roses or he bought himself?"
(something close to this, Jaz can't recall)
"We asked him buy wan lah!"
Sorry mom & dad.
The truth has to be told :P
Before Jaz ends this post, some drama occurred!
For 10 minutes, she thought her Sony H1 was spoilt!!!
The camera couldn't start up! It switched off the moment it started!
The zooming len couldn't retract!
:O
Jaz kept her cool.
Had a short chat with her BB over the phone.
Tried the camera again.
Took out the existing batteries.
Tried old batteries.
And good old H1 is back!
PHEW!
SO...
It's the sony rechargeable batteries problem.
But Jaz's not too sure about that. She's recharging them now.
If tomorrow they doesn't work, that means...
Time to get NEW rechargeable batts!
*jing jing jing*
\(^o^)/~
Yeahhhhh...
v(^-^)v
*victory sign*
She recently saw this new brand of rechargeable batts you see.
Hiak hiak hiak...
But... ouch. Spending money again heh.
She's been spending quite a lot of dollars this month.
Not to mention her upcoming taiwan trip, which will consist of her sister's + her fren's birthday presents + some local goodies for family, relatives & frens.
(-_-)"
Sigh
Is S$600 for two enough to last for 4 days?
(yes, inclusive of meals + train transport)
*shrugs*
That aside, there has been no progress with her postcards sorting today!
Which means no progress in spring cleaning!!!
:(
A'rite!
Jaz's going to do some sorting now before hitting the bed!
[number of hits at tis point: 364]
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Thursday, January 18, 2007 | 5:40 PM
Twenty To Toss & Turn
It took Jaz a little while to get over her emo day.
She feels better now...
...and lots to do.
ONE Her PC is not making any sound. She'll have to fix it before she can convert the TWO 表姐's videos and her THREE dad's mp3 recordings to discs. She also have to FOUR setup wireless broadband connection at block 123 so Dad and sisters can use internet anywhere in the house. But before that, the FIVE old PC will have to get a Ethernet card so as to support the wireless modem. Jaz will have to make SIX a trip down Sim Lim to get Ethernet card. She too have to get SEVEN ram for the old laptop & EIGHT reinstall windows XP on it, so her cousin can use it. It's her mom's promise to him. She will have to NINE fix up the old PC back at home, else her mom is going to nag at her as the Chinese New Year is coming. Not to mention, she has to TEN renew her bankbook, ELEVEN luggage to pack, TWELVE a 4 days trip to plan, THIRTEEN birthday presents to find and FOURTEEN chalet to attend.
But most importantly is FIFTEEN the spring cleaning, that on-going now. She kept lotsa stuffs past years so there's lots to clear up & throw away.
And that's not all.
Tonight she and her mom are SIXTEEN going to Queenstown library to work till dawn.
SEVENTEEN Celebrating Mom's birthday celebration tomorrow night. EIGHTEEN Attending and photographer for Annalisa's birthday party on Saturday. NINETEEN Kelvin's Mom's birthday dinner on Sunday, abandoning Justin's wedding dinner.
Last but not least,
TWENTY Some good sleep, drools over Jensen Ackles in Supernatural and
Smile :)
She feels better now...
...and lots to do.
ONE Her PC is not making any sound. She'll have to fix it before she can convert the TWO 表姐's videos and her THREE dad's mp3 recordings to discs. She also have to FOUR setup wireless broadband connection at block 123 so Dad and sisters can use internet anywhere in the house. But before that, the FIVE old PC will have to get a Ethernet card so as to support the wireless modem. Jaz will have to make SIX a trip down Sim Lim to get Ethernet card. She too have to get SEVEN ram for the old laptop & EIGHT reinstall windows XP on it, so her cousin can use it. It's her mom's promise to him. She will have to NINE fix up the old PC back at home, else her mom is going to nag at her as the Chinese New Year is coming. Not to mention, she has to TEN renew her bankbook, ELEVEN luggage to pack, TWELVE a 4 days trip to plan, THIRTEEN birthday presents to find and FOURTEEN chalet to attend.
But most importantly is FIFTEEN the spring cleaning, that on-going now. She kept lotsa stuffs past years so there's lots to clear up & throw away.
And that's not all.
Tonight she and her mom are SIXTEEN going to Queenstown library to work till dawn.
SEVENTEEN Celebrating Mom's birthday celebration tomorrow night. EIGHTEEN Attending and photographer for Annalisa's birthday party on Saturday. NINETEEN Kelvin's Mom's birthday dinner on Sunday, abandoning Justin's wedding dinner.
Last but not least,
TWENTY Some good sleep, drools over Jensen Ackles in Supernatural and
Smile :)
0 jazzy responses
Friday, January 12, 2007 | 9:10 PM
Truth is...
What you going to read might not be making any sense.
All are typed in random order cuz...
Jaz is very emotionally upset now.
She's crying very hard now...
Like the rain that never seems to stop since yesterday.
She admits she's never a mature person, she can't handle things around her.
She can't handle things tat comes along with growing old.
Responsibility, future planning, financial, living with people, etc.
In short, this thing call Life.
She's pampered girl who refuses to grow up.
She knows she already have a rather good life.
She dun have the right to complain or talk about stress
Cuz' there are even more sad people out there without food & shelter.
She dun have the right to cry over such minor things.
She's not fit to.
But even living in her own pampered world,
she doesn't know what she wants.
What kind of future to plan?
A lonely life or growing old with a partner?
Well, she can't even handle living alone
What's more living with one more person?
Subconsciously, Jaz feels she's better off being a hermit.
She can't deal with people well.
She can't deal with a lot of things.
She can't deal with life.
Can this because of her lonely child/teenhood?
She never grew up the healthy way?
She doesn't have a strong 'life' foundation?
Why is she having grudges about life now?
Why does she see the problems & not do anything?
Why does she choose to remain stagnant?
Why is she burying all her sadness?
Why is she acting strong?
What is wrong?
And because of her own problems, she dragged down a guy.
On the contrary, she couldn't promise him a future.
Hence, he dun have a goal to pursue.
He silently accompanies Jaz as she rots her life away...
..while time quietly slips by.
Every time Jaz blames herself, he warmly comforts her it's ok.
He just pampered her like that.
:(
Jaz is sorry she's a late bloomer, or perhaps never will bloom.
Causing problems around her.
Disrupting the nature cycle of life.
Upsetting virtues and morality.
She feels extremely sad.
This is the kinda sadness that she holds in her heart.
The one that she kept inside her since her teens years.
The kind she wishes to bury & pretend nothing happen at all.
She's trapped in her emotions.
She has never moved on for so many years.
Stubborn foolish Jaz.
:(((
All are typed in random order cuz...
Jaz is very emotionally upset now.
She's crying very hard now...
Like the rain that never seems to stop since yesterday.
She admits she's never a mature person, she can't handle things around her.
She can't handle things tat comes along with growing old.
Responsibility, future planning, financial, living with people, etc.
In short, this thing call Life.
She's pampered girl who refuses to grow up.
She knows she already have a rather good life.
She dun have the right to complain or talk about stress
Cuz' there are even more sad people out there without food & shelter.
She dun have the right to cry over such minor things.
She's not fit to.
But even living in her own pampered world,
she doesn't know what she wants.
What kind of future to plan?
A lonely life or growing old with a partner?
Well, she can't even handle living alone
What's more living with one more person?
Subconsciously, Jaz feels she's better off being a hermit.
She can't deal with people well.
She can't deal with a lot of things.
She can't deal with life.
Can this because of her lonely child/teenhood?
She never grew up the healthy way?
She doesn't have a strong 'life' foundation?
Why is she having grudges about life now?
Why does she see the problems & not do anything?
Why does she choose to remain stagnant?
Why is she burying all her sadness?
Why is she acting strong?
What is wrong?
And because of her own problems, she dragged down a guy.
On the contrary, she couldn't promise him a future.
Hence, he dun have a goal to pursue.
He silently accompanies Jaz as she rots her life away...
..while time quietly slips by.
Every time Jaz blames herself, he warmly comforts her it's ok.
He just pampered her like that.
:(
Jaz is sorry she's a late bloomer, or perhaps never will bloom.
Causing problems around her.
Disrupting the nature cycle of life.
Upsetting virtues and morality.
She feels extremely sad.
This is the kinda sadness that she holds in her heart.
The one that she kept inside her since her teens years.
The kind she wishes to bury & pretend nothing happen at all.
She's trapped in her emotions.
She has never moved on for so many years.
Stubborn foolish Jaz.
:(((
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Thursday, January 11, 2007 | 5:13 PM
Headache
烦啊!
Now that the new wardrobe cum shelves is here, she has to figure out how to squeeze her ever-so-many things into it!
There is still a space by the side to get one more furniture but she's not sure what kind to get.
Chest drawers or table or storage cabinets?
All Jaz knows is she needs a little table area to put her daily stuffs. Yea, she doesn't have a table except the computer table. *shrugs* & before she starts straining her brain, her mama came bringing all the t-shirts, bedsheets into the room.
*faints*
It's a small wardrobe lehhh.
So now she can't really pack in stuffs into the new shelves, cuz' she might be moving its position to allow space for the soon-to-come-unknown furniture. & her mom is going to nag at her for laying things the way they were in the living room.
Irritating.
PS: The 琼花 at Jaz's grandma's place is going to blossom tonight! Jaz can't wait to experience it! This flower only opens at 12 midnight & dies the next day. The fragrance can spread very far & definitely lovely! It is said that the blossom of 琼花 can bring wealth to the family! Mind you, it's quite hard for the bud to grow!
Jaz's family has been trying to get a bud for months!
In fact there were two buds but one died off :(
Nonetheless one still survived!
Wanna visit Jaz's place for some luck tonight?
Hehehe.
Now that the new wardrobe cum shelves is here, she has to figure out how to squeeze her ever-so-many things into it!
There is still a space by the side to get one more furniture but she's not sure what kind to get.
Chest drawers or table or storage cabinets?
All Jaz knows is she needs a little table area to put her daily stuffs. Yea, she doesn't have a table except the computer table. *shrugs* & before she starts straining her brain, her mama came bringing all the t-shirts, bedsheets into the room.
*faints*
It's a small wardrobe lehhh.
So now she can't really pack in stuffs into the new shelves, cuz' she might be moving its position to allow space for the soon-to-come-unknown furniture. & her mom is going to nag at her for laying things the way they were in the living room.
Irritating.
PS: The 琼花 at Jaz's grandma's place is going to blossom tonight! Jaz can't wait to experience it! This flower only opens at 12 midnight & dies the next day. The fragrance can spread very far & definitely lovely! It is said that the blossom of 琼花 can bring wealth to the family! Mind you, it's quite hard for the bud to grow!
Jaz's family has been trying to get a bud for months!
In fact there were two buds but one died off :(
Nonetheless one still survived!
Wanna visit Jaz's place for some luck tonight?
Hehehe.
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Sunday, January 07, 2007 | 2:01 AM
Chaos
You can hear echoes in Jaz's room now.
The smell of fresh paint fills the air.
It's quite empty with lotsa crumbled newspapers
spreading across the floor.
Last 2 days was crazy.
New air-con installation + removing of furnitures.
AND the living room is full of Jaz's stuffs :P
Two unpainted walls
PLUS
Spots of raw areas all over the ceiling
*roll eyes*
It's gonna be a long day tomorrow...
The living room is going to stay crowded TILL
...she ordered new wardrobe+bookshelf.
PLUS their arrivals.
And Ohhh...
imagine tidying all the stuffs & collections she possessed for the past 25 years!
Time for some clearance babe.
But mess aside,
She might be owning a new mobile phone soon! Weee~!
But...at the expense of her boyfriend :X
He'll have to use her white W810i wor.
Is Jaz very selfish?
She thought so too.
But she couldn't bear to sell away W810i leh.
With the old N70 traded in...
...her boyfriend will have no mobile to use.
If she takes over the new one :P
Nonetheless it's not a fact yet so there's still time for changes.
So...N70 Music Edition or N73?
Ahahaha...
:x
Okok. Jaz's a bad girl.
No presents for her in 2007 o'rite? Mr. Claus?
Currently, Jaz's in love with Tank's 千年泪.
Such nice lyrics.
Awww...
And AND... not forgetting,
Supernatural's Jensen Ackles!
Ahahahahahahaha....
He's such a cute+man guy?
*blushes like blooming red roses*
Ohhh... Jaz's McNuggets are here!
Till the next post~
The smell of fresh paint fills the air.
It's quite empty with lotsa crumbled newspapers
spreading across the floor.
Last 2 days was crazy.
New air-con installation + removing of furnitures.
AND the living room is full of Jaz's stuffs :P
Two unpainted walls
PLUS
Spots of raw areas all over the ceiling
*roll eyes*
It's gonna be a long day tomorrow...
The living room is going to stay crowded TILL
...she ordered new wardrobe+bookshelf.
PLUS their arrivals.
And Ohhh...
imagine tidying all the stuffs & collections she possessed for the past 25 years!
Time for some clearance babe.
But mess aside,
She might be owning a new mobile phone soon! Weee~!
But...at the expense of her boyfriend :X
He'll have to use her white W810i wor.
Is Jaz very selfish?
She thought so too.
But she couldn't bear to sell away W810i leh.
With the old N70 traded in...
...her boyfriend will have no mobile to use.
If she takes over the new one :P
Nonetheless it's not a fact yet so there's still time for changes.
So...N70 Music Edition or N73?
Ahahaha...
:x
Okok. Jaz's a bad girl.
No presents for her in 2007 o'rite? Mr. Claus?
Currently, Jaz's in love with Tank's 千年泪.
Such nice lyrics.
Awww...
And AND... not forgetting,
Supernatural's Jensen Ackles!
Ahahahahahahaha....
He's such a cute+man guy?
*blushes like blooming red roses*
Ohhh... Jaz's McNuggets are here!
Till the next post~
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